Tuesday, August 23, 2011

I also believe Michelle has set a world record for crying in my office.  Her passion for excellence and her desire to improve are both key components in her achievement process. And, like anyone with passion, she's emotional about it.  She is always seeking to do the best job in the best way,and the vast majority of the time she does.
                     
                                                       -Jeffrey Gitmore

Monday, August 22, 2011

It's My MAP,my TIARA,and my Barbie CaR

StUpID dECiSIOnS FoLLoWEd BY jAMesON=A PiTy pARtY hOSTed BY Me fOr mE

I'm not a fan of visiting the crawl space but it least it made me feel the dirt :).

Sometimes things just hit you.....That moment when the haze clears and your view reveals that hidden picture lurking in the puzzle. You know, that little three dimensional picture that pops out after gazing upon it for some time. Everyone else saw it months ago. Yet my perspective was skewed.  I was too to close to see anything but a bunch of beautiful dots.  Call me a slow learner...or maybe call me a dreamer (I prefer the latter). I know we need the pain to decipher the codes.....To figure out who cares,who doesn't,what the right decisions are,what character you want to posses, to realize who's on your team,who doesn't know what team means,when to embrace the moment,when to scream,vomit,and sob like your 2 years old, and when to let go of the pain.  That pain will just make you regress on this journey.   It will eat at your soul till you are a shell of what you once were.  A hollow carcass void of empathy or compassion.   I wont be poisoned by negative emotion.  I wont slump down lower in life and retreat.  I will continue to give all I have to everything and everyone.  I'm on a journey in this world that is mine alone and I'll be damned if I let someone else draw the map. :)

Sunday, August 21, 2011

fading in and out 
feeling the warmth drain down my skin
reaching for what cant be seen
engulfed in failure
cloaked in stupidity
defeat dancing with blood
there is noway out
for now this is home
this is existence 
slowly the soul will renew
physical wounds will stop crying red  mental clouds will clear
all that will remain of a soul set on fire
will be the scars











Friday, August 19, 2011

Wednesday, August 17, 2011


Perfecting emptiness

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A river cuts through rock, not because of its power, but because of it's persistence.

It will keep spinning the axis is just tilted wrong

Remember success is a journey, not a destination. Have faith in your ability. You will do just fine.
Bruce Lee 

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Sunday, August 14, 2011