So my thought patterns have been god awful the last couple days.  My days have consisted of nothing productive which created a disgusting cycle of negativity......It's been months since I've missed a day in the gym.  I never realized the impact that going to the gym day in and day out has on the productiveness of the rest of my life.  I started feeling sorry for myself which lead to emotional eating and a clusterfuck of bad decisions...BUTTTT......After going to the doctor and getting antibiotics, the fever is finally down.  I'm in the last quarter of battling this monster of bacteria that engulfed my respiratory tract and sinuses.  TIMEOUT OVER BITCHES :)!!!