Saturday, February 23, 2013

Touch a heart

I just called N.O. who is going from college b-ball game to college b-ball game.  Part of me feels like stomping my foot and screaming it's not fair!!!  I miss my old socialite life at times :(.  The dresses, the heels, the makeup, the parties, the flights, the traveling.... but noooooo.... I decided I wanted to use my brain and live life the hard way.  I mean, I'm sitting here on a saturday night trying to figure out what classes I'm going to take in the fall so I can apply to my next nursing program.  That might be run of the mill for some but this whole staying in on saturday night is new to me.  A year ago I was wasting time drinking somewhere with someone who didn't even care about me.  It's crazy how time changes the course of our lives.  In all reality I like the hard way, I like baggy scrubs, I like helping people, I like hard work.  That call may have made me nostalgic for those moments but it also reminded me of who I really am and who I'm becoming.  :)