I'm not a doctor and "I don't play one on tv"(Christensen,C p57), however, I've never been to a doctors appointment where my physical body has not been examined and medicine is prescribed. (Another reason I seem to be drawn to holistic health care) Maybe I'm viewing this in a biased way because I sat in the waiting room for two hours prior to seeing a doctor that wasn't mine. Then they got my name wrong on my file. I understand emergency surgeries happen but the whole experience was something out of the twilight zone. By the time I left their office I felt myself triple guessing the decision to go there. I understand I have a personal repor with my holistic doctor but even at my first appointment I felt comfortable. Isn't a patient doctor relationship built on a common trust? You know what fuck that, that neurologists office was down right disrespectful, I mean if they can't even get my name right on my chart wth would I let you do anything with my body after disrespect and non communication after 2 hours of time passing. It shows lack of respect for me as a person and lack of competence on their part. Idk why I always make excuses for people but I refuse to be treated like that.....I know a lot of the world is searching for answers in a pill sized sized form but I on the other hand would like some tangible structural plans based on my actions to compensate for the lack of strength and nerve damage already created from "medicating" the problem. Rant completed :). After all I wasnt able to fit my MRI in until monday. Maybe I should slow my roll and regroup and reexamine the situation in a few days. A++++ plan and I got to vent my feelings, gotta love problem solving by writing things down and reassess your thoughts.
-It's the job of a structural engineer to make sure everything he creates is designed to withstand the weight put upon it.
- What I built here does NOT hold up
-If you discovered the structure you built was deficient would you tear down the building or would you try to fix it?
-I've tried to fix it, I've tried to make things right, all I've done is add more weight to it, now I can't take anymore.
-Take 10 lives your a serial killer......Take thousands you're a war hero.
-This isn't war.
-ARE YOU SURE??
-Not everything is as it seems.
-It's the job of a structural engineer to make sure everything he creates is designed to withstand the weight put upon it.
- What I built here does NOT hold up
-If you discovered the structure you built was deficient would you tear down the building or would you try to fix it?
-I've tried to fix it, I've tried to make things right, all I've done is add more weight to it, now I can't take anymore.
-Take 10 lives your a serial killer......Take thousands you're a war hero.
-This isn't war.
-ARE YOU SURE??
-Not everything is as it seems.
