- I got cleared to do isometrics with three pound dumbells......Yippie kiaye mudder trucker!
It's better than not being able to do anything!!!!!
I got scolded for running.......ooopppssssss
I know I'm not suppose to yet but I was lying to myself and saying it was fine to do.
My twisted logic behind that was......Your PT didn't say you couldn't run.
I decided to own up to my actions and ask my PT directly and of course she said,
NOT YET!
Which I knew, so I'm going to stop being the bad patient and just be the walker on the
treadmill....
A challenging feat to say the least, but I'm only hurting myself and prolonging my recovery
by pushing too hard too early......blaahhhhhhhhh ;).
- This week was like finals week for me, but guess what...it's only the second week of school.
- On wed: class all day: 2 tests, one was pretty mild, the other was one of the crazy 100 multiple choice questions and only 4 essay questions this time instead of 5: had to write a psychology paper and then math test on thursday a.m. followed by class all day and pt.
- Good news, only one more psych paper and test.
- Bad news, I'm going to have to manufacture some time out of thin air to get to the tutoring center for math.
- I would love love love to stripper kick the woman who sits next to me in my nursing class right in the face :) Antisocial and unproductive on my part to say the least but I have my reasons........
- I'm sensitive to energies, no I'm not crazy, and no I'm not claiming to be able to do anything with these energies, I'm just sensitive to energy in general from people, animals, power companies.
- Energy can't be created nor destroyed....so I guess I'm a conduit for energy......
- She has a superfluous amount of anxious energy radiating of her, I'm still learning how to keep it at bay.
Feelings I Miss
- I miss being held
- I miss forehead kisses and scrabble sessions on saturday nights.
- I miss making someone smile
- I miss feeling so comfortable with someone that give up on life pants aren't even a second thought.
- On the shallow side, I miss the tokens of affection from tiffany's, critter mail, or whatever random act of love is expressed with thought.
- I miss hand written notes and roses on the night stand.
- I miss massages and nat geo or the history channel.
- I miss traveling the world with someone.
- I miss how annoying it is when someone loves you too much.
- I miss someone pushing me to be better.
- I miss having my car door opened before he goes to his.
- I miss showering together.
- I miss making love (not sex)
- I miss being jealous and you reassuring me.
- I miss how you believe in me.
- I miss you complimenting my insides and my outsides.
- I miss walks together.
- I miss knowing all your secrets.
- I miss rubbing your back.
- I miss knowing how to calm you down.
- I miss knowing how to be there for you.
- I miss understanding your outbursts.
- I miss having your back.
- I miss looking at you in admiration
- I miss being proud of you for all the hard work you put in at grad school and beyond.
- I miss you understanding my past and knowing how to talk to me.
- I miss the I love you's
- I miss you making fun of me for my stomach issues when I eat something I'm not suppose too ;).
- I miss how protective you were of me.
- I miss you not letting me walk on the outside of the sidewalk because "it's not as safe as the inside."
- I miss you giving me whatever side of the bed I want.
- I miss your voice.
- I miss climbing on you like a jungle gym.
- I miss romantic dinners, out or in.
- I miss playing the sluts (slots) while your playing poker.
- I miss you just giving me money and telling me to do something for me, like get my nails done or anything that will make me happy.
- And it wasn't about the money, it was the fact that you always wanted to do for me.
- I could go on and on.....but I'll stop
