Have you ever just said fuck it and thrown caution to the wind?
I used to be that way all the time, I didn't care, I just reacted without thinking.
I drank, I partied, I went crazy, I ate whatever I wanted....you know, a sense of entitlement attitude.
That old ghost reared it's ugly head this morning.
Gross....now I remember why I don't do that.
I'm like that little kid who won't learn from touching something hot,
I just keep running to the flame praying I won't get burned.
Guess what??!!!
I got burned....all because I had too much time on my hands and too many thoughts in my brain.

That's enough bitching about my actions, bitching about my actions is not going to change them.
The only thing that will do that is actual action.


"Tada" List to ensure my day goes better

• Study my developmental psychology. 
• Take Marley baby for a walk.
• Attempt to run.
• Grab fruits and veggies at fresh market. 
• Remind myself I'm only human but this need not happen again.
• Throw away the hydrocodone the doctor gave me.
• See what's going on with this 81 thing.