When I Went To Bed
I went to bed last night thinking about how lost I was last year.
All the antics I put out into the universe and all the bad shit that came back at me because of that.
I like where I'm at in my life mentally, geographically, that's another story.
Sure it gets lonely at times but I know it wont be like this forever
and once I reach my goal and if I find someone who understands me, it will be that much sweeter!!
When I Woke Up
So, sometimes I feel like I live in another dimension.
There are nights I have multiple friends text me throughout the night,
which I love because it makes me feel like I still belong,
when in reality I never go out and play anymore.
So, thank you for thinking of me guys :)
But I swear I feel like I missed like 5 chapters in whatever drunken
wonderland you are living in at that moment.
I mean waking up to "my guy friend wants you" from one friend and
"ur pussy" from another (which I think was a wrong person drunk text)
entertaining none the less....I mean were we playing mad libs or something
and I didn't get the memo?
Both made me giggle.
Then I got a "I think we got off on the wrong foot text" later in the day.
No, you just didn't like my response to your creeper words.
Then you realized I wasn't trying to be mean so here you are texting me again.......
Trying to get me to go get coffee with you.
Still havent decided if I'm going to grant the coffee date, we shall see.
I like the amenity of being able to vent about my life without actually having to mention any names
or involve anybody else :) :).
Anyway that's it.......
Night night.
15 credits start tomorrow............EEWWWWWW
