PrAisE BaBy jEsUs

Are you supposed to capitalize jesus?  Good thing I went to catholic school, huh, money well spent...hehe

Today was another busy day

• I made it through the estrogen fest today.....woooooooo!!!! (baby shower)
• I swear I'm surrounded by a cult of pregnant ladies this winter.
• I forgot how itty bitty brand new babies are.
• Excited to be the fun Auntie figure in these newbies lives.
• Backstory, right now I'm completely focused on my career, my mom knows this, so when we started talking about me having more babies during the baby shower shopping trip, I found it absolutely hilarious that my mom said "If you change your mind down the road, you can just adopt." I don't know why I found it so funny, cause honestly it's practical and just something my crazy, too independent ass would do.  
• you know what else, I'd adopt a kid with three eyes out of fear that no one else would give the kid a chance to be loved, just how I roll.
• I pick the albinos ferrets, the ugly fish, and the whack looking dogs cause every body else gives the cute ones all the love.
• Yes, I've always been different in that way or maybe more people do this than I realize...
• Checked into the therapy dog training, calling their sassy asses tomorrow to schedule time in march to get trained and certified to spread the fur baby love :)
• Today I was told I looked beautiful a handful of times, no matter how many times I hear this, I still don't believe it.  I don't think I'm ugly but I don't feel beautiful in full makeup, a dress, heels, and hair did, I feel like an actress fulfilling a role.  Being called beautiful in that context makes me feel like a fraud.  If you called me beautiful when I'm in my give up on life pants, a ratty old hoodie, running shoes, a hat, hair tied up in a messy knot while drawing on the driveway in neon side walk chalk with my son, or helping a terminal kid laugh from their hospital bed, then I would take your beautiful compliment and let it go to my heart.  But don't call me beautiful because I can rock a dress, work some heels, and paint my face.  I'm thankful my mom taught me how to do all those things, don't get it twisted ;)  
• I know people are just being kind and I do appreciate it, this is just what runs through my head.
• I guess it's all relative.....
• That's all I got, hope you enjoyed your weekend if your reading this!!  :)
• xoxooxoxoxoxxoxo